Tag Archives: flow

liberation?

Posted on 12/07/2010 by dayna lynn

I talk a lot about being free. I hunger for an intangible concept that cannot be defined. But, I’m getting closer. To what? Oh boy…

Ego. Beyonce said her boo has a big one, and so does she. Obviously a point of pride for her. Well, I’ve got a big one too. And it ain’t swag. It’s a brick wall, a tower built around me…closing me off from the world.

I spent my whole childhood building her. Protecting my fragile insides from the darkness of the world. She served me well then. Made sure that I survived long enough to become aware of myself. Thank you, ego. But what use does she have now? Now, she is the warden of my soul.

LOVE wants in… Continue reading →

reflection eternal.

Posted on 12/04/2010 by dayna lynn

I guess December is my best month for writing. I started this blog almost one year ago and had so much to say. The words tapered off and I didn’t write anything for awhile. Until now that is. So, I’m rolling out with another one

In my previous blog, I came to the realization that I am the only person withholding anything from myself. Love, mainly. Defensiveness and fear of intimacy and vulnerability had left me sick, literally, with years of chronic allergy and sinus issues. However, healing is nigh.

I know I can be deep sometimes. It makes it hard for people to understand me. I don’t understand what I say half of the time until months and years later. It happens all the time with my music. My former self writes music for my future self. Yea, see what I mean?

Here’s the deal. Relationships of all kinds, family, friends, lovers, strangers; are all mirrors. And when I connect with someone, I connect because I see my reflection in them. However, the longer I stare into the mirror, I start to forget that its my reflection that I’m looking at. In the beginning of relationships, its so easy to see all the wonderful things about the other person. They are showing me myself. And I look so pretty! I know that when I first start looking in the mirror at myself, its just an opportunity for self admiration. But, the longer I stare the more of my flaws I see. The parts of myself that I don’t like become bigger than the parts that I love. I squirm and get uncomfortable and don’t want to look any more. I start to blame it on the mirror and the light and what I ate that day… Continue reading →

healing.

Posted on 10/05/2010 by dayna lynn

Again, I find myself ravenous, hungering for expansion. I’ve been reading, or rather watching videos, of Ekhart Tolle (Author of The Power of Now and A New Earth). The part of his teachings that resonate most with me is the … Continue reading →

The "Televisionary Oracle" and ther futuristic feminiNE perspectives

Posted on 12/11/2009 by dayna lynn

Clearly the hormone estrogen is powerful. Its something women are taught needs to be controlled, “don’t let those hormones take advantage of you”, “oh! its just my hormones…I’m hormonal today.” What?! We’ve got hormone replacement therapy because menopause is gonna get you… Continue reading →